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28 March 2009 @ 03:34 pm
i am feeling so torn between the kid and adult world right now. i am just wanting to blow everything off & be back in high school where it is safe and secure. then there is a part of me that is enjoying the freedom and being able to make my own choices. i am not ready to grow up, but i can't go back. i have made many changes in the last few months & i know it is for the better, but why do i feel so alone. i gave up all my friends who are not good for me...but i haven't really found a whole lot who are good for me. i feel alone & bored most of the time. there really isn't anyone to go to.

i want God to be that one. and for some reason there is a wall up right now.
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